I've come to the conclusion that I am the comfortable shoe. What is wrong with my life is me. People fall quickly into a routine with me because I'm comfortable. I can go long or short distances, I'm easy to please, sort of versatile. I'm ok with adventure but I'm not the hardcore hiking boot or the tough as nails steel-toed boot. I can go out dancing but I don't ooze charm or sophistication or sexiness. I don't chafe, or annoy. I'm just easy. People wear me every day for awhile and then suddenly they trade me in for a pair of fancy, new, shiny, unworn shoes. Maybe they go sportier or more professional. Sometimes they choose flirty and totally sexy. It's hard to say which direction they'll go after they've thrown me in the corner. All I know is that they have no trouble leaving me behind. I'm the comfortable shoe. I'm meant to be put on every day til they tire of me. Worn through the tight places, muddy places, dark places. Used til I'm falling apart at the seams. Then, just as is my purpose, I'm put in a corner or a dark cupboard and never thought of again.
Well, that is until I'm needed all of a sudden. Then just like that I'm expected to be as accommodating and comfortable and flexible as ever. After months of being ignored and left alone in a corner I'm suddenly brought back out and supposed to be happy with being put on every morning when they need a quick pick me up run, worn through all the tight and sad places, and used up til I'm emotionally tearing apart at the seams. I'm supposed to be content with this because I'm the comfortable shoe that everyone loves having around because I'm so easy and so comforting. All the while knowing that maybe tomorrow, maybe in a month, they will bore of me again and I'll go back to being forgotten in the dark.
|Ah, the good old comfortable shoe. Perfect for a day of mixed activities; easy to kick off when you feel like something else.|
I'm just one of those people. I'm willing to listen and reminisce. You can drag me out of the cupboard and I'm still me; worn-in just the way you remember and find so comforting. And the funny thing is that while I hate being a comfortable shoe I don't hate who I am.
I think being there for people is generally a nice thing to do and I wish more people were a bit more on the comfortable shoe side of the scale. It seems like most of my friends are specialized shoes. I know hiking boots and business shoes and dancing shoes and sexy shoes. I don't have a problem with any of them. I love them for who they are. But sometimes I wish I knew a few more comfortable shoes who could be there when I need to go through tight, dark places and get a little wet and muddy. We could go on adventures, sit at home, and yes, even hang out together in the corner when our other friends are busy doing their thing.
But my professional shoe friends are always in business meetings. My dancing shoe friends can't be bothered if the situation doesn't call for music. Sexy shoes are too busy flirting with everyone to notice I'm around unless they need a comfortable shoe friend. Hiking boot friends have no trouble with a little mud but they're nearly always out scaling some new mountain and having a marvelous time doing it whether you are there or not.
Maybe I should form a society for people like me, comfortable shoe types. Maybe we could get together and be supportive of one another since it's clear that sexy shoes are never going to slog through the mud by our side no matter how many times we are there for them and business shoes, are, well, too busy. We could call it SCRAPES (Society for Comfortable Reliable And Perfectly Eclipsed Shoes) and underneath that last word we can write in tiny letters "Or people, you know, whatever..."